Its the start of August and already I am in a down mood. I hate these feelings but I know that it is just part of who I am....
Time and time again I wish for the unhappiness and all the sadness to go away yet it returns to me with such vengeance... Too many times I want to shut myself away from the world but I can't or more so I realize I have to many responsibilities to give up on being....
I want to see beauty... I worry about so much .... I get frighten when I thing beyond the now... My past is my past and I have lived it and have dwelt amist its everything....
Yet so manny times I just can't...
maybe you are worrying a bit too much in the beginning of the month :)..
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