Monday, August 1, 2016

Feelings


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Its the start of August and already I am in a down mood. I hate these feelings but I know that it is just part of who I am....

Time and time again I wish for the unhappiness and all the sadness to go away yet it returns to me with such vengeance... Too many times I want to shut myself away from the world but I can't or more so I realize I have to many responsibilities to give up on being....

I want to see beauty... I worry about so much .... I get frighten when I thing beyond the now... My past is my past and I have lived it and have dwelt amist its everything.... 

Yet so manny times I just can't...

2 comments:

  1. maybe you are worrying a bit too much in the beginning of the month :)..

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  2. Thanks for commenting... May I really am :)

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